August 26.
The last day of exams for this term. Then school break for a week and a half.
It hardly seems real that the first term is already over! Less than a month
until my anniversary of arrival here at Sunshine Orchard. Two and a half months
until I go home. I’m having mixed emotions in regards to all this. :) (I started writing this last
week.)
As I look back over this first term, I am
in awe. I can hardly believe so much has happened in such a short time! SO many
lessons, trials, growing times, happy times, sad times, confusing times,
overwhelming times… It is truly amazing. No, I should rather say that GOD is
truly amazing! There is no way on earth that I could be where I am if He hadn’t
been so persistent in drawing me and calling me. I am so far from perfect,
true. But the One that I have the privilege of calling “Father” has always been
perfect, and I know He won’t give up on me.
This Love…. I can’t really understand it. With
all the times I’ve turned away, with all the times I’ve fallen, with all the
times I’ve rejected it… How could that Love still be there? How could it still
wrap its arms around me and pick me up again and again? How could it still
call, plead, persist every moment, every day? Because this Love does not abide
in a human heart. Because this Love has existed for all ages, before time
began. Because this Love is God. Because God is Love. So, all I can do is fall
on my knees one more time and praise the One who has reached down to this
fallen, broken child and grasped her hand with a grip that will never let go.
I hope you can make some sense out of my
ramblings… :) Sometimes I sit down to
write, and what’s in my heart just tumbles out.
So, over this term, I have had so much fun
teaching my kids! Every day is new and different. It can be quite challenging
to know what to do sometimes though. Some days they are all hyper and talk a
lot. Other days they are grumpy and quiet. When they are talkative, class is
really fun. When they aren’t, it can be difficult to keep them involved, and it
makes class less enjoyable.
Sometimes they talk too much. They never
talk too much in English, but they seem to forget my classroom rule of no
speaking in Karen. They also forget that the punishment for the first offense
is 40 squats, the second 80, and so on. I really struggle enforcing it at
times! Part of me says, “I don’t want them to not like me. I don’t want to deal
with this.” But then the other part says, “No, I must. I love them too much to
not do it.” By God’s grace, it is getting easier all the time.
Oh, the
memories that these kids have helped me to create! They have me laughing so
much… Sometimes it’s difficult to regain concentration and continue class. Other
times they nearly have me in tears with how sweet they are.
Like when I walk into grade 10 class and
the boys were all singing. Saw Ku Shee was laying down with his head in Saw Eh
Shee’s lap. Saw Eh Shee was looking down at Saw Ku Shee and acting goofy.
Suddenly he looked up and discovered Teacher had come into the room and was
watching him. His grinning face instantly turned to stone and he looked down.
Than Than Aye and I burst out laughing, and then he looked up at me and grinned
again.
Like when I was in grade 10 writing the
vocabulary words on the board for them to copy, and Saw Eh Shee says, “Teacher,
you have a beard?” (‘Beard’ was one of the vocab words.) I replied, “Does it
look like I have one?” They all laughed and Saw Ku Shee said, “You are too far
away. I can’t see. You need to come closer.”
Later in the same class I asked Maung Soe
Thein to pray to close class. He looked at me with his typical
eyebrows-raised-eyes-wide look and stuck his tongue out a little bit between
his teeth. Then he grinned at me and prayed.
Again in grade 10 one day, I was reading
them the story, “Elijah and the Time of No Rain,” and they were answering
questions about it. I would read a page twice, then read the questions on their
paper and they would tell me the answers and write them down. One of the
questions was, “Did Baal hear them?” Htee Nay Htoo pipes up from the back, “No.
Gone to toilet.”
In grade 6 one day, I was reading the
phonics words on the board and they were repeating after me. Suddenly I didn’t
hear the boys anymore, only the girls. After one more word, I turned around and
said, “I don’t hear the boys.” They all burst out laughing! I continued on, but
what a change had taken place in the decibels of the sound coming from behind
me! I think they must have hurt their throats producing such volume. At one
point, one of the boys made a squeaky/scratchy sound for one of the words and
we could hardly continue we were laughing so hard.
Later in the same class, I was calling them
up one by one to circle a word on the board. In the past, I have said something
like, “Saw Ta Pet, come circle _______,” and insert one of the words there.
This time I wasn’t saying the “come circle” part, but every time I would call
someone’s name, Tun That Win (Too Tha Way) would say immediately after me,
“Come circle,” and then I would say the word. Some boy has been listening to
their teacher!
I walked up to teach grade 9 one morning,
and Saw Nay Soe was outside the building. He asked me, “How are you?” I said I
was tired, but OK. He asked, “Are you sick?” I said I have had a fever every
day for a long time. He then said with such concern, “Oh… I very sad Teacher
sick.” Oh, if only you knew him and could have seen him as he said it! It was
enough to melt my heart. That boy is so sweet.
There was another time when Saw Nay Soe
walked by the house in the morning and called, “Teacher Haley!” (He is one of
very few who actually use my name.)
I said,
“Yes?”
He said,
“Good morning!” with joy and enthusiasm.
“Good
morning, Saw Nay Soe!”
“Did you
sleep very well?”
“A little
bit well.”
“Ah… A little
bit? Why?!”
“I don’t
know.”
“You don’t
know? Ah…” with a big grin on his face.
This is just a little taste of what I get
to enjoy form my students every day. But it isn’t just my students that provide
humor… My fellow gullowah teachers can be quite amusing at times.
One time I called Sharon after worship to
see where she was, as she wasn’t at the house. She answered the phone saying,
“Hi, Dad.” I was a little taken aback, because last time I knew I was NOT her
dad! I said, “Uh, I’m not your dad!” We both laughed for a long time. She had
read her phone as saying “Harvey”, not “Haley.” Once we were able to talk
again, we got around to the initial purpose for my call. It wasn’t too long
before we were laughing just as hard though, as she had thought I was Hannah
after discovering I wasn’t “Dad.”
Last week Hannah and I went to Mae Sot for
our visa run. When we got to border, a Thai official stopped us and asked where
we were from. Now you see, for missionaries this is a difficult question to
answer without thinking longer than usual. We have a hard time deciding if we
should say “America” or the current place we are living. Of course, this man
wanted to know where we came from originally, but still when we were asked the
question, Hannah was having this conflict in her brain, and thus stood there
looking a little blank for a moment. The man then asked very seriously, “Do you
speak English?” Hannah regained her composure at this point and said “Yes, we
are from America.” A moment or two later he asked, “How long will you stay in
Burma.” Hannah immediately replied, “Three years. Uh, just today! We will go
and come back today.” She had somehow accidentally interpreted his words as,
“How long have you been in Thailand?” Never mind the fact that she’s been here
for four years…
During the school break, teachers can
become quite amusing. One day Sharon was leaning up against Hannah, and Hannah
said, “Sharon… I’m not a hitching post.”
Later while laying the vinyl in the Steck’s
new house, Mr. Steck said, “This stuff has shortening in it.” Hannah said,
“Shortening??” Mr. Steck replied, “Yeah. It keeps shortening.”
Here are a few pictures from life around
here recently. I hope you enjoy them! :)
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| I've seen this happen at least twice since being here. I'm thankful for such beauty God gives us! |
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| When the power goes out, what do we do? We use candles, of course! And then we take pictures of them. ;) |
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| Occasionally we have a little "distraction" come to visit us. ;) Ellen is Thara Eh K'nyaw's youngest daughter. She loves to "help" us with whatever we're doing. |
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| "I want to play the violin too, Tharamu Hannah! Can't I just grab it from you?" |
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| She is getting really good at walking. |
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| And grinning too. |
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| And both at the same time! |
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| She loves my bed for some reason... She will walk over to it and plop herself down, climbing all over it. |
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| Some weeks ago, each class had a picnic with their class teacher. We played games, had worship, and ate together. Because I am Grade 9's class teacher, I was in charge of making the picnic happen for that grade. It was lots of fun! It can be discouraging sometimes when they are all chattering away and I can't understand everything, but just being with them is fun anyways. I am learning too, so I hope one day I will be able to understand everything they say. :) |
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| Playing volleyball. |
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| The kids had my camera nearly the whole time. I only took a few pictures at the beginning, and they took the rest. This is when we had worship. K'nyaw Paw translated for me. I am so proud of her! I speak too quickly sometimes, so I have to repeat myself. She did very well! |
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| Sah Paw Mwee and July Paw. |
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| My funny boys who had the camera were very insistent on taking pictures and videos of me. And everyone else, for that matter. I was comforted that it was my camera at least. |
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| Last Friday we put down some of the vinyl in the Steck's new house. It was kind of challenging to figure out how to cover the whole floor, but it was mostly fun. :) |
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| Sharon isn't very thrilled with her neem leaf tea. It is to try help with this low grade fever/tiredness bug we have. |
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| Staple gun fun... |
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| I thought the floor looked cool... And getting Sharon in the picture wasn't too bad either. For a while we were all sacked out on the floor. |
